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Wednesday, 1 August 2012

Part Of My Journal #3


What Is My Goal?

Hey. From the title of this journal, you can guess what I want to rant about today.

Yes. What Is My Goal?

Right now, my goal is to study hard and keep moving forward. You want to know what's wrong with that phrase. Easier said than done.

In life, you need to face a lot of challenges. One of those challenges are something that no one, and I mean NO ONE can avoid. Falling in love.

Okay, LOVE is a strong word. Um… A crush on someone?? Better?

Yeah, I know. Me? Have a crush on someone? Unbelievable. But, it's true. I do have a crush on someone. Now, here's where the title makes sense.

I came here to this university to study. Not to get caught in a romance situation. NO. I never asked for this feeling to come. But, it came anyway. No one can avoid this feeling.

But, at least you could try to ignore it for as long as you're going to be here in this university. How am I supposed to ignore this feeling if I'm going to see this guy every day in class, after class, when I hang out with my friends? He's going to be there.

Moreover, I can't ignore him on Facebook. I will chat with him whenever he's online (important stuff, okay. We chat about classes, assignments and stuff…). Sometimes, we would text each other too.

I don't know.

Ever since we started to get closer, everyone suspects something else. I don't want that. But, how can they not suspect something else? Whenever my friends and I are talking about him, they say that I would smile the whole time. And it's true.

From now on, I need to set my goal straight. I need to ignore this feeling at least a bit. Because, I don't want to stray away from my goal.

Oh God. Help me get rid of this feeling for a while. Please. I know that this is something natural to happen, but I want this to happen later on in life. I want to finish my studies and have a stable job first, at least.

I hope I can be strong for another two years here. Please don't make me regret ever coming here. L

So, I can't end this with my usual signature. But, All The Best and.. ..

Roger and Out. . .. . L

My Essay :)


First of all, I want to apologise to all of you who have been waiting for my short story. Why???
Because, I won't be posting it within this week.

I am truly sorry... :( I have been busy this week and I just forgot about it.. I didn't even finish my short story yet... So, now, I'm using this time to at least make it up to you by posting one of my essay which I wrote for my exam last year...

Ah, the school days.. . . . . *doze off to the past..*

So, I hope you enjoy it and let me know if I should turn this little old essay into a book or something. Because I really feel like it.. :)

Here's the essay :

Kim was nervous when the door opened slowly to reveal the monsters that have taken over this world. Zombies. She immediately ran up the stairs to her room and locked the door behind her. She tried to calm down a little so that she could think of a way to get somewhere safer than her house. Her parents crossed her mind and she started to sob as she remembered how this day turned from a bright sunny day to a horrible night.
~ "Happy birthday!" Kim's parents exclaimed as she walked down the stairs with a tired face that morning. But her face immediately lit up when she saw that the whole living room was decorated with balloons and lots of other decorations.
She made a small shriek of happiness and ran to her parents with arms spread wide open for a hug. "Thank you so much mum and dad!" she exclaimed "I bet this is going to be the best birthday ever!" she continued. Her parents got out of her grip and led her to the middle of the living room.
Kim immediately ran towards the present her parents had bought her and opened them one by one. Her parents looked at her with a big grin on their face as they watched her open all her presents happily. "There is more than just presents for you, Kim," her mother said. Kim stopped her hunt for presents and looked at her mother.
"What else is there, mum?" she asked. Her mother looked at her dad and nodded. "What is it, mum?" Kim asked eagerly. Her mother gave her a warm smile.
"You're going to have a baby brother or sister," her mother announced. Kim's mouth went wide as she was shocked and happy at the same time.
"A baby brother or sister!" she said in disbelief "This is the best birthday, ever!" she exclaimed. ~
Her flashback ended. She sobbed uncontrollably after remembering all the events. She could still remember when they just got home from celebrating her birthday. Kim got inside her house first and waited for her parents to come along. But she was shocked when she heard her mother screamed. She ran to the door and saw an ugly man biting off her mother's neck.
What she saw before her eyes shocked her. Both of her parents were killed by the zombies. She walked backwards slowly away from the door. All of this led to where she was now, sobbing and scared for life. After a minute, she managed to calm down. She leaned her ear against her door to listen to what's going on downstairs. No sound.
She became curious and opened the door to take a peek. She gasped at what she saw. A zombie in front of her just looking at her. She froze in her place as she was too shocked to react. The zombie walked limply towards her while reaching out his hand to grab her.
As the zombie almost reached her, a hand grabbed the zombies head from behind and twisted it. The zombies head fell to the floor right beside its body. The blood of the zombie splashed all over Kim. When she looked at who was behind the zombie, she saw a guy equipped with fire power and swords. "We have to leave now," he said quickly and grabbed Kim by her forearm.
Kim pulled away from that guy in horror. "Who are you?" she asked. The guy looked at Kim in frustration. He grabbed Kim by her forearm again and pulled her with him.
"It doesn't matter. I saved your life and you're still alive. That's all that matters," he said quickly as they walked downstairs and out the front door towards a jeep. Kim took a glance towards her parents car and saw their body lying still in their place with a pool of blood. A tear slipped down her cheek.
She looked at the guy and saw that they were next to the jeep. The guy opened the door for her and she immediately went in. The guy went on the driver's side and starts the engine. They quickly drove away from Kim's house. " Where are you taking me?" Kim asked the stranger. The guy looked at her with a warm  smile.
"Somewhere safe," was all he said. Two words that made Kim relax a little. Two words that meant a lot. Kim and the mysterious guy drove away. Away from the neighbourhood, away from the city and towards somewhere much safer.
A/N : Well, that's it. Hope you like it, enjoy it and comment on it.
So, All The Best and. . . . .
Roger and Out. . . :D